Satellite

from Suicide by Mellow Pillow

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I was lying uppon my own rusty body, everything was so quiet in the flat i could hear my own breathing, yet this buzzing sound inside my head didn’t allowe me to hear my own thoughts. I no longer felt anything as soft as the first time that i heard her voice. Her voice was now an empty memory I could only recall in pain like the scream of young child. I was on my own, like a starling who left formation. I had been on my own for such a long time that it didn’t make quite a difference for now. An unberrable taste of iron stuck in my mouth irritated me for days.

After standing there for hours listenning to the drone in my ears, I grabbed the reflectant blade lying on the nightstand. I walked to the kitchen sink to wash it up a litlle bit. The water cascading was whistling like a false harmony. The noisy feeling that nothing stands on its place, and no one belongs to nowhere. I wipped it on my grey t shirt and it sketched a light brown smudge on the cloth.

When I dropped my head on floor and planted the shinny and sharp seed inside my arm, It reminded me the motherly love, cold and juicy. As I was expecting to feel something as intense as a great pain, i rather experienced compusure and dispassion, composure and dispassion.

A trickle of blood is now flowing on the floor tiles, drawing the shape of a satellite. The pattern looks to me like a mecanichal bird, and it flies straight away, as i now i am diving straight away. It’s funny how you can try find some meaning at the dusk, as you do with your own existence.

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from Suicide, released December 16, 2019

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